Have you ever felt like you are there but everything is just going on around you… And every once in a while, someone turns your way… and for a brief moment you think they see you but they turn away just as quickly?
Its like you are an observer of things but for whatever reason you can’t get fully involved. Like you are a ghost unseen and unacknowledged by most people but always there just the same. You are invisible because what is going on in your life is uncomfortable and isn’t happy or fun or interesting to talk about. Sometimes those that see you try to make conversation only to wind up reminding you how uncomfortable the situation really is.
I’m convinced that I've become a master at being just this sort of invisible.