So reading over my posts it seems i've been putting out a negative tone lately. I guess its easy to get lost in those moments of fear, anxiety, sadness. Sometimes they take over and make projecting to a better time difficult. I don't want anyone to worry that i'm sinking into a bad place because I feel far from it. Its just the myriad of emotions that happen and i'm letting them happen. If I try to keep everything inside it would be disaster. I wish I just had some time off to go somewhere remote, quiet, and beautiful so I could renew my spirit... I also wish I had the money to do that! At the moment i'm saving both PTO and cash for my next leave because both will be in short supply when that comes around. Anyone have a free cottage I can escape to?